Matthew 10:34
Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.
Don’t rely on a anyone else to show you the way. Seek the Lord Yeshua and search the scriptures for yourself. Put aside your own ideas about God. You may be shocked to find how many things you believe about God that have no scripture to back it.
One day, we will all stand before the Judge in Heaven. Don’t take my word or anyone else's. You have access to the same Creator as the prophets from the scriptures. If you humble your heart before Him, and ask honestly for guidance, He will answer you. Have Faith.
Satan has the church believing that the scripture is too hard for you to understand.
The Holy Spirit's job is to be a comforter as well as a teacher.
Ask the Father in the name of Yeshua to teach you the scriptures and guide you into truth in all things of life.
John 14:13
And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son
John 14:26
But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you
Luke 11:13
...how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?